to belong...

you can take my heart to be your best heart
you can take my heart and frame at your house
you can take my heart if you want to hold it
you can take my heart then you can fuck

but not every heart belongs to any other
but you and i
may be we belong to be
i take one for you and you take one for me
then we can feel together about the heart

if you don't like it
you can throw it
if you love it
you may keep it

raining outside..

its raining outside and I'm crying inside
its 3a.m in the dark we still together
when you sleeping, I'm thinking
then you turning your back to me

here in my bed
you are miles away from me
here in my head
you never closed to me

don't be mad i told you i need you
don't be sad cuz I'm still in love with you

its raining outside may i come inside?
its my fault and i'm sorry
i'm apologize
can you hug me tonight...

special need...

Remember me when you're the one who's silver screened
Remember me when you're the one you always dreamed
Remember me whenever noses start to bleed
Remember me, special needs

Remember me when you clinch your movie deal
And think of me stuck in my chair that has four wheels
Remember me through flash photography and screams
Remember me, special dreams

Just 19 this sucker's dream I guess I thought you had the flavour
Just 19 and dream obscene with six months off for bad behaviour
Just 19 and sucker's dream I guess I thought you had the flavour
Just 19 and dream obscene with six months off for bad behaviour

Remember me...

percutian

tanggal 16 april 2010.
lokasi: pulau kapas, marang terengganu.

hanya kite berdua di pantai yang kecil.
laut yang tenang serta jernih menemani.
kali pertama bercuti bersama seseorang.
seseorang yang boleh di panggil sayang.

ketika sedang menaip, dia lena di sebelah.
kepenatan bercuti dengan aktiviti yang penuh.
sesuatu yang cukup indah.
untuk pengalaman serta kenanang bersama.
bersama kadijah bt kamis.hehe...

vacation...

setiap kali dlm mimpi kite di pulau.
setiap malam ku bermimpi. kite di pulau..
stiap kali berkhayal.mesti ade pulau..
stiap sume pulau mesti ade kadijah..
hahaahaa....

lepas test kene rest kat pulau.
lepas test nk berehat kat pulau.
nk berenang kat pulau...
nk menikmati setiap pulau...

mcm gak kwn.rose namenye..
sudah bekerja...setiap kali bercuti.
mesti di pulau...
betapa indahnya pulau
betapa tenangnye pulau...
haiiihhh.....
tiada yg mustahil...
dari kecik lg dah takdir
pe yg kite nk mesti kite capai.
walau ape pon halangan..
hanya masa yang menentukan....

i feel good...

31 march 2010,
dah dua paper lepas...
mcm smart jer...
ms wat test ase mcm da matang.
tp xtau le btol ke salah..
yg pasti subjek yg suatu mase dulu plng xsuke dpt cary mark plng tinggi.
baru ku sedar...
subjek pe kite amik sume bermula dari 0.
then kite yg kene usaha penuhkan 100...
pernah dulu pensyarah start mark dari 100 then potong atas kesalah yg wat...
maknenye xde yg sempurna pon...hehee..
nice..blaja la sampai bile2...seronok...
i enjoy my self...

I Don't want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone

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Semangat baru...
Perjuangan yang satu
Dan matlamat hidupku...
Hanya untukmu...

Tapi keadaanmu...
Berikan aku...
Berikan aku satu petanda...
Prasangka... Aku kalah...

Rasa resah jangan kau percaya...
Dalam hatimu...
Rasa resah jangan kau percaya...
Kata hatimu...

Persepsi diri...
Ada maksud sendiri...
Dan propaganda ku rasa...
Luar biasa...

Tapi keadaanmu...
Berikan aku...
Berikan aku satu petanda...
Prasangka... Aku kalah lagi...